I was following the Hours of the Passion of my sweet Jesus, especially when He was presented to Pilate, who asked Him what His Kingdom was. And my always lovable Jesus told me: “My daughter, that was the first time in my terrestrial life that I dealt with a gentile authority, who asked Me what my Kingdom was. And I answered him that my Kingdom is not of this world, for if it were of this world, thousands of legions of Angels would defend Me. But, with this, I opened my Kingdom to the gentiles, and communicated to them my celestial doctrines; so much so, that Pilate asked me: ‘What? You are a king?’ And immediately I answered him: ‘I am King, and I have come into the world to teach the truth.’ With this, I wanted to make my way into his mind in order to make Myself known; so much so that, as though struck, he asked Me: ‘What is the truth?’ But he did not wait for my answer; I did not have the good of making Myself understood. I would have said to him: ‘The truth is I; everything in Me is truth. Truth is my patience in the midst of so many insults; truth is my sweet gaze among so many derisions, calumnies, contempts. Truths are my affable, attractive manners in the midst of so many enemies, such that, while they hate Me, I love them, and while they want to give Me death, I want to embrace them and give them life. Truths are my words, dignified and full of celestial wisdom. Everything in Me is truth. The truth is more than majestic sun which, as much as one would want to trample it, rises more beautiful, more luminous, such as to shame the very enemies, and to knock them down at its feet.
Pilate asked Me with sincerity of heart, and I was ready to answer him, while Herod asked Me with malice and out of curiosity, and I did not answer. So, to those who want to know holy things with sincerity, I reveal Myself more than they expect; but with those who want to know them with malice and out of curiosity, I hide Myself, and while they want to make fun of Me, I confound them and make fun of them. However, since my Person carried the truth with Itself, It performed Its office also in front of Herod. My silence at the stormy questions of Herod, my modest gaze, the air of my Person, all full of sweetness, of dignity, of nobility, were all truths - and operating truths.” Book of Heaven, June 1, 1922
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Friday, April 19, 2019
Knowledge of Self
Our Nothingness and Knowledge of Self
“The
fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge;
Fools
despise wisdom and instruction.” Prov. 1:7
Our Lord to St. Catherine of Siena:
“Do you know, my daughter, who you are and who I am? If you have this
two-fold knowledge you will be happy. You are she who is not, I am He
who is. If you keep this truth in your heart, never will the enemy be
able to deceive you. You will escape his snares. Never will you
consent to commit an act which is against My Commandments, and you will readily
acquire all grace, all truth, all clarity.”
Ven. Conchita de Armida (Diary, August 8, 1896): “…I can but lower myself into the bottomless
abyss of my nothingness. I close my eyes, I believe, and I
adore...! I believe there is no better lesson of humility than
this. How can anyone believe, before God and in the presence of such
grandeur, that he is something of grandeur, miserable atom that he is?
How can he think he is something good in comparison with this goodness without
limits? How can he declare himself perfect in the presence of such a
light on these infinite perfections. How can he esteem himself pure, in
the face of this eternal Truth? Oh, what fools we are, we others, poor
beings of this world, when we believe we are something or consider ourselves
capable of the least thing! In truth, after I touched God and had an
imperfect notion of His Being, I wanted to prostrate myself, my forehead and my
heart in the dust and never get up again!”
Excerpts from the Book of Heaven:
Volume 1
I begin, oh Jesus, in
You, with You, and for You. I have no trust in myself, but I have faith
in You. Without You I can do nothing. May this writing, from
beginning to end, be done for your greater glory, for the growth and increase
of my love toward You, and for my great confusion.
Volume 1
You must be like an
infant in swaddling bands who, unable to move by himself, even to walk or move
a hand, must rely on its mother for everything. In that way, I want you
to remain near Me—like an infant—to always ask for my help and assistance,
acknowledging your nothingness and expecting everything from Me.”
With this type of talk
I became little, and I annihilated myself to the point that I sometimes felt my
whole being dissolved and dismembered—incapable of taking a step or a breath
without the sustenance and assistance of Jesus. I therefore tried my
utmost to satisfy Him in everything by becoming humble and obedient.
Volume 1
He gave me other new
insights regarding self—annihilation saying, "You are not, and should
not consider yourself more than a shadow that quickly passes by and eludes you
as you try to catch it. If, therefore, you want to see something in
yourself that is worthy of Me, consider yourself nothing; and I, pleased
with your true debasement, will pour my All into you." Saying this, my
good Jesus impressed on my mind and heart a self—annihilation of such
magnitude, that I wanted to hide myself in the deepest abyss. Knowing how
impossible it was for me to hide my shame from Him as I continued the
destruction of my self-esteem, He would say, "Get closer to Me, lean on my
arm. I will support you and give you strength to always work for Me and
do all for Me."
Volume 1
Luisa: Have You
forgotten that I am wicked and that without You I can do no good?
And Jesus sweetly and
calmly answered; “I do this so you will understand what you are without Me.
Do not despair. I am doing this to you for your greater good, to prepare
your heart to receive the new graces I shall bestow upon you. Until this
time I have helped you visibly; but now, invisibly, I will make you feel
your nothingness with your own hand. I will cause you to sink into
the most profound humility; and I will endow you with my graces—the best
ones—to prepare you for the high levels to which I want to raise you. So
instead of despairing, be joyful with Me and thank Me, because the quicker you
traverse this stormy sea, the quicker you will reach the harbor of
salvation. The severer the tests I will subject you to, the greater the
graces I will bestow upon you. Have courage, therefore, for soon I shall
come to console you in your sorrow.”
Volume 2, May 26, 1899
“Contempt of yourself is praiseworthy when it is well invested by
the spirit of Faith; but when it is not invested by the spirit of Faith,
instead of doing you good, it can harm you. In fact, in seeing yourself as you
are, unable to do anything good, you will be discouraged, disheartened, without
daring to take one step on the path of good. But by leaning on Me – that is, by
investing yourself with the spirit of Faith – you will come to know and despise
yourself, and at the same time, to know Me, confident of being able to do
anything with my help. And here is how, by acting in this way, you will walk
according to the truth.”
Luisa: “How much good these words of Jesus did to my soul! I
comprehended that I must enter into my nothingness and know who I am, but I
must not stop there. Rather, immediately after I have known myself, I must
fly into the immense sea of God, and stay there, to draw all the graces that my
soul needs; otherwise, my nature remains weakened and the devil will look for
means in order to cast it into discouragement.”
Volume 2, June 2, 1899
This morning my
sweetest Jesus wanted to make me touch my nothingness with my own hands.
In the act of showing Himself, the first words that He directed to me were,
"Who am I and who are you?" In these words I saw two immense
lights. One contained God, and in the other I saw my misery, my
nothingness. I saw myself to be nothing but a shadow as that shadow
projected by whatever object illuminated by the sun, shadow that ceases to
exist when the sun passes to other points.
Thus my shadow, thus my
being, depends upon the mystical sun, God, Who in a mere instant can dissolve
this shadow that the Lord has given me, it not even being mine. It causes
horror to think of it. Smelly, putrid and all wormy, yet in this so
horrid state I was constrained to be together with a God so Holy. Oh, how
I would have been content if it were given to me to hide myself in the darkest
abysses!
After this, Jesus said
to me, "The greatest favor that I can do for a soul is to make it know
itself. The knowledge of self and the knowledge of God go hand in
hand. For as much as you shall know yourself, this much shall you know
God. The soul that has known itself, seeing that by itself it can
work nothing of good, transforms the shadow of its being into God and it
happens that in God it does all its operations. Then it happens that the
soul is in God and walks with Him, without looking, without investigation,
without speaking. In a word, it is as if it were dead, for, knowing in
depth its nothingness, it does not dare to do anything by itself but it blindly
follows the influences of the operations of the Word. It seems to me
that to the soul that knows itself, it happens as to those persons who go by
train. Who, while they pass from one point to another, without taking one
step by themselves, make long trips, but all in virtue of the train that
transports them. Thus the soul, placing itself in God, as the persons on
the train, makes sublime flights in the way of perfection, knowing fully that
it is not of itself but in virtue of that blessed God Who carries it in
Himself. Oh, how the Lord favors, enriches and concedes the greatest
graces to that soul that attributes all, not to itself, but to God!"
Volume 2, June 12, 1899
…Jesus seemed to clothe my soul with the garment of Faith, of Hope
and of Charity, and in the very act of clothing me, Jesus whispered to me the
way I was to exercise myself in these three virtues. Now, while I was doing
this, unleashing another ray of light, Jesus made me understand my
nothingness. Ah! I seemed to be like a grain of sand in the middle of a
most extensive sea, which is God; and this little grain went to disperse itself
inside that immense sea – but it was lost in God. Then He transported me
outside of myself, carrying me in His arms, and kept whispering to me various
acts of contrition for my sins. I only remember that I have been an abyss of
iniquities. Lord, oh, how many awful ingratitudes I have had toward You!
Volume 3, January 31, 1900
Jesus: “What is the passport to enter into
the kingdom of grace? It is humility. Through humility, by always looking at
her nothingness and seeing that she is nothing but dust or wind, the soul will
place all her trust in grace, so much so, as to make of it her master. And
grace, taking dominion over all of the soul, leads her along the path of all
virtues, and makes her reach the summit of perfection.”
Luisa: What would a soul without grace be like? It seemed to
me that she would be like the body without the soul, which becomes stinking and
spews worms and rot from all parts, so much so, as to become an object of
horror to the human sight itself. In the same way, without grace, the soul
becomes so abominable as to be horrifying to the sight – not of men, but of God
Trice Holy. Ah, Lord, free me from such misfortune, and from the abominable
monster of sin!
Volume 3, February 5, 1900
“My daughter, sometimes the soul feels
an encounter in some virtue, and plucking up her strength, the soul overcomes
that encounter; and then, that virtue becomes more resplendent and rooted in
the soul. However, the soul must be very attentive in order to avoid that she
herself might provide the little rope to let herself be bound by lack of
confidence; and she will do this by always restricting herself within the
circle of truth, without ever leaving it, which is the knowledge of her
nothingness.”
Volume 3, May 20, 1900
“My daughter, all things have their
origin from nothing. If this very machine of the universe which you are
admiring with its great order had been full of other things before I created
it, I could not have put my creative hand to make it with such great mastery
and to render it so splendid and adorned. At the most, I could have undone
everything that might have been there, to then redo it according to my liking.
But we always come to this: all of my works have their origin from nothing, and
when there is a mixing with other things, it is not decorous for my majesty to
descend and operate in the soul. But when the soul reduces herself to
nothing and rises to Me, and takes her being within Mine, then I operate as the
God that I am, and the soul finds true rest. And here is how all virtues, from
humility to the annihilation of oneself, begin.”
Volume 3, June 20, 1900
“As for the rest, I do not want you
to think about it, because the most perfect, the most sublime humility is
that of losing every reason and of not discoursing on ‘why’ and ‘how’, but of
undoing oneself in one’s own nothingness. And while the soul does this,
without realizing it, she finds herself dissolved in God, and this produces in
the soul the union most intimate, the love most perfect toward her highest
Good. This, however, to the greatest advantage of the soul, because in losing
her own reason, she acquires divine reason, and in losing every discoursing
about herself – whether she is cold or warm, whether the things that happen to
her are favorable or adverse – she will be interested in and will acquire a
language fully celestial and divine. In addition to this, humility produces a
garment of safety in the soul, in such a way that, wrapped in this garment of
safety, the soul remains in the most profound calm, embellishing all of herself
in order to be pleasing to her dearest and beloved Jesus.”
Volume 3, June 27, 1900
“My daughter, what I want from
you is that you no longer recognize yourself in yourself, but that you
recognize yourself only in Me. So, you will no longer remember yourself,
nor will you ever again have recognition of yourself, but you will remember Me,
and un-recognizing yourself, you will acquire the recognition of Me alone. According
to how much you will forget and destroy yourself, so will you advance in the
knowledge of Me and will recognize yourself only in Me. Once you have done
all this, you will no longer think with your mind, but with mine; you will not
look with your eyes, you will no longer speak with your mouth, nor will you
palpitate with your heart, work with your hands, or walk with your feet, but
will do everything with mine. In fact, in order to recognize herself only in
God, the soul needs to go to her origin and to return to her beginning – God,
from whom she came - and to conform all of herself to her Creator. And
anything which she keeps of herself and which is not conformed to her
beginning, she must undo and reduce to nothing. Only in this way, naked,
undone, can she return to her origin, recognize herself only in God, and
operate according to the purpose for which she was created. This is why in
order to conform to Me completely, the soul must render herself indivisible
with Me.”
Volume 3, August 3, 1900
“My daughter, why do you look for Me
outside of yourself, while you could find Me more easily within yourself? When
you want to find Me, enter into yourself, go deep into your ‘nothing’, and
there, without yourself, in the most tiny circle of your ‘nothing’, you will
see the foundations that the Divine Being laid within you, as well as the
factories It raised in you. Look and see.”
I looked again and I saw solid
foundations and very high walls that reached up to the heavens; but that which
stupefied me was to see that the Lord had done this beautiful work upon my
nothing, and the walls were all walled up, with no openings. One could see only
one opening in the vault, which corresponded only to Heaven, and in this
opening dwelled Our Lord, upon a stable column that rose out of the
foundations, formed over nothing. Now, while I was looking, all stupefied,
blessed Jesus added: “The foundations formed over nothing mean that the
Divine Hand operates there where there is nothing, and It never mixes Its works
with material works. The walls without openings around mean that the soul
must have no correspondence with earthly things, in such a way that there may
be no danger that even a little bit of dust may enter, because everything is
walled up well. The only correspondence that these walls allow is with Heaven –
that is, from nothing to Heaven, from Heaven to nothing; and this is the
meaning of the opening made in the vault. The stability of the column means
that the soul is so stable in good that there is no contrary wind that can move
her. And my dwelling upon it is the sure sign that the work done is fully
divine.”
Volume 4, November 11, 1900
“Ah, my daughter, do not go
out of my Will, because by going out of my Will, you come to lose the
knowledge of Me, and not knowing Me, you come to lose the knowledge of
yourself. In fact, only in the reflections of the light can one distinguish
with clarity whether there is gold or mud; if everything is darkness objects
can easily be confused. Now, the light is my Will, which gives you the
knowledge of Me, and in the reflections of this light you come to know who you
are; and in seeing your weakness, your pure nothingness, you cling to my
arms and, united with my Will, you live with Me in Heaven. But if you want to
go out of my Will, first you would come to lose true humility, and then you
would come to live on the earth and would be forced to feel the earthly weight,
to moan and sigh like all the other unfortunate who live outside of my Will.”
Volume 4, December 24, 1902
“My daughter, one
who believes himself to be something before Me and before men, is worth
nothing. One who believes himself to be nothing is worth everything –
first, before Me, because if he does something, he does not think he does it because
he can do it, having the strength and the capacity, but rather, because he
receives from God the grace, the helps and the lights; therefore it can be said
that he does it by virtue of divine power, and one who has divine power with
him is already worth everything. Second, before men, because this acting by
virtue of divine power makes him operate in a completely different way, and he
does nothing but send forth the light of the divine power he contains within
himself, in such a way that the most perverted ones, without wanting it, feel
the strength of this light and submit to his volition; and here is how he is
worth everything also before men. On the contrary, one who believes himself to
be something, in addition to being worth nothing, is abominable to my presence,
and because of his ostentatious and particular manners - for he believes he is
something and makes fun of others - men keep him pointed out as an object of
derision and of persecution.”
Luisa: ‘My sweet life,
how bad I have become – I feel I am reduced to nothing. I no longer feel
anything in me, everything is empty; I just feel an enchantment in my
interior, and in this enchantment I wait for You, so that You may fill me. But
in vain do I wait for this filling; on the contrary, I feel I always return to
nothing.’ And Jesus: “Ah, my daughter! And you afflict yourself for you feel
reduced to nothing? Rather, I say to you: the more the creature is reduced to
nothing, the more she is filled with the All. And if she left even one shadow
of herself, that shadow would prevent Me from giving all of Myself, completely,
to the soul. Your constant returning to nothing means that you are dissolving
your human being to reacquire the Divine.”
Volume 9, December 22, 1909
I felt my very nature being consumed and melted into nothingness.
Those seeds of strength, of light, of knowledge which I seemed to feel –
everything turned into nothing. I felt I was dying; yet, I live. In
the meantime He came back, and taking me in his arms, He seemed to sustain this
nothingness of mine, telling me: “Do you see, my daughter, how, as the little
seed of your strength, the little lamp of your light, the little knowledge of
Me that you have, and all of your other little qualities dissolve, my strength,
my light, my wisdom, my beauty and all of my other qualities take over and fill
this nothingness of yours? Aren’t you happy?”
Volume 11, Good morning to Jesus
Jesus, Jesus, may our will be
one; one our love, one our contentment. Never leave me alone, for I am a
nothing, and the nothing cannot be without the All.
Volume 11, July 4, 1912
“My daughter, what is the
matter? Do you want to waste time? Do you want to go out of your nothingness? Stay
in your place - in your nothingness - so that the All may keep Its place in
you. Know, however, that you must die completely in my Will: to suffering, to
virtues - to everything. My Will must be the tomb of the soul; and just
as in the tomb one’s nature is consumed to the point of disappearing completely,
and through that very consummation it will rise again to new and more beautiful
life - in the same way, the soul, buried in my Will as though inside a tomb,
will die to suffering, to her virtues, to her spiritual goods, and will rise
again in everything to Divine Life.”
Volume 12, June 14, 1917
“My daughter, the more the soul strips herself of herself, the
more I clothe her with Myself. The more she believes she can do nothing, the
more I act in her, and I do everything. I feel all my love, my prayers, my
reparations, etc. being placed in act by the creature; and to give honor to
Myself, I listen to what she wants to do. Love? I go to her and love together
with her. Does she want to pray? I pray together with her. In sum, her
stripping and her love, which is mine, bind Me and force Me to do with her
whatever she wants to do. And I give to the soul the merit of my love, of my
prayers and reparations; and to my highest contentment, I feel my Life being
repeated, and I make the effects of my operating descend for the good of all, because
it is not of the creature, who is hidden in Me - but it is mine.”
Volume 12, December 6, 1917
“So, how could other things, outside of my Will, ever please Me,
as beautiful as they might be? They are always low, human and finite acts.
Instead, the acts in my Will are noble, divine, without end, infinite - as it
is my Volition. They are similar to mine, and I give them the same value, love
and power of my own acts; I multiply them in everyone; I extend them to all
generations, to all times. What do I care if they are small? They are always my
acts being repeated, and that’s enough. And then, the soul places herself in
her true nothingness - not in humility, in which she always feels something of
herself. And, as a nothing, she enters into the All, and she operates with Me,
in Me and like Me - completely stripped of herself, not caring about merit or
self-interest, but all intent only on making Me content, giving Me absolute
lordship over her acts, without even wanting to know what I do with them. Only
one thought occupies her: to live in my Will, praying Me to give her the honor.
This is why I love her so much, and all my predilections, my love, are for this
soul who lives in my Will. And if I love others, it is by virtue of the love
which I have for this soul, and which descends from her - just as the Father
loves the creatures by virtue of the love He has for Me.”
Volume 12, December 10, 1918
I was saying to my sweet Jesus: ‘See, I don’t know how to do
anything, nor do I have anything to give You, but I want to give You also my
trifles. I unite these trifles of mine to the All, as You are, and I ask You
for souls. Therefore, as I breathe, my breaths ask You for souls; the beating
of my heart, with an incessant cry, asks You for souls; the motion of my arms,
the blood that circulates in me, the batting of my eyelids, the moving of my
lips - are souls that I ask of You. And this I ask united with You, with your
love and in your Will, so that all may hear my incessant cry that, in You,
always asks for souls.’
Volume 12, December 26, 1919
“…And besides, what do the Sacraments do if not unite the soul
with God? What is to do my Will? Isn’t it perhaps to unite the will of the
creature with her Creator? To dissolve oneself in the Eternal Volition - the
‘nothing’ ascending to the ‘All’, and the ‘All’ descending into the ‘nothing’.
It is the noblest, the most divine, the purest, the most beautiful, the most
heroic act that the creature can do.
Volume 14, March 3, 1922
“My daughter, now it is appropriate that I set to work again, to
work the soil of your soul, so as to be able to sow the seed of my word in
order to nourish you. I act like a farmer when he wants to sow in his field: he
forms little trenches, makes some furrows, and then sows in them the seeds, and
again he covers with earth the little trenches and the furrows in which he has
sown the seeds, so as to keep them sheltered and give them the time to
germinate, to then harvest them increased a hundredfold, to make of them his
food. But he is careful not to put too much earth over them, otherwise he would
suffocate his seeds and would make them die under the earth, and he would run
the risk of remaining on an empty stomach. Now, so I do: I prepare the little
trenches, I form the furrows, I enlarge the capacity of her intelligence to
be able to sow my divine word, and therefore form the food for Me and for her;
then I cover the little trenches and the furrows with earth - which is
humility, nothingness, the annihilation of the soul, some little weakness or
misery of hers. This is earth, and it is necessary that I take it from her
because I lack this earth; and so I cover everything and I wait with joy for my
harvest. Now, do you want to know when too much earth is placed over my
seed? When the soul feels her miseries, her weaknesses, her nothingness,
and she afflicts herself. She thinks about it so much as to waste time; and the
enemy uses this in order to cast her into disturbance, discouragement and
despondency. This is all earth in excess over my seed. Oh! how my seed
feels itself dying – how it struggles to germinate under this earth. Many times
these souls tire the Celestial Farmer, and He withdraws. Oh! how many are the
souls such as these.”
Volume 16, November 10, 1923
“My dear little one, I have chosen you little, because the little
ones let one do with them whatever he wants. They do not walk by themselves,
but let themselves be guided; even more, they are afraid to place one foot on
their own. If they receive gifts, feeling incapable of keeping them, they place
them on the lap of their mama. The little ones are stripped of everything, nor
do they care about whether they are rich or poor; they are concerned with
nothing. Oh! how beautiful the tender age is - full of grace, of beauty and of
freshness. Therefore, the greater is the work I want to do in a soul, the
littler I choose her. I like childlike freshness and beauty very much; I
like it so much that I preserve these souls in the littleness of the
nothingness from which they came. I let nothing of their own enter into them,
so as not to let them lose their littleness, and therefore preserve the divine
freshness and beauty from which they came.”
Volume 19, April 16, 1926
“My daughter, everything you experienced – your full abandonment
in the arms of our Celestial Father, no longer feeling your own life – is the
image of the living in my Will. In fact, in order to live in It, the
creature must live more of God than of herself; even more, ‘the nothing’ must
give life to ‘the All’, to be able to do everything, and to have her act at the
top of all the other acts of each creature. Such was the life of my Divine
Mama. She was the true image of the living in my Will. Her living in It was so
perfect, that She did nothing but receive from God, continuously, all that She
was to do in order to live in the Supreme Volition. So, She received the act of
supreme adoration, to be able to place Herself at the top of every adoration
which all creatures were obliged to do for their Creator. In fact, true
adoration has life within the Three Divine Persons. Our perfect concord, Our
reciprocal love, Our one Will, form the most profound and perfect adoration
within the Sacrosanct Trinity. Therefore, if the creature adores Me, but her
will is not in accord with Me, it is vain word – not adoration.”
Volume 20, May 8, 1930
“My daughter, one then feels the true life in herself, when she
enters in my Divine Will, because in Him the creature sees with clarity her
nothing(ness) and how this nothing feels the need of the All, that is of He who
drew her from the nothing in order to live; and as she recognizes herself, the
All fills her with himself. This nothing feels the true life, she finds in
him the immediate contact of sanctity, of goodness, power, love and divine
wisdom; she recognizes in herself the power of the creative work, his palpating
life and the extreme need of this divine life, otherwise she feels as if in
herself there might not be life. It is only my Will that makes her true
nothing(ness) recognized by the creature and [my Will] goes continually blowing
on this nothing in order to maintain the divine life always inflamed in her, in
order to make her grow as a worthy work of our creative hands. Instead without
our Will the creature feels as if she might be something and the All remains
outside of the nothing.”
Volume 19, May 27, 1926
“My daughter, feeling your nothingness more does not
oppose the living in my Will; on the contrary, it is a duty of yours. All of my
works are formed over nothing, and this is why the All can do what He
wants. If the sun had reason, and someone asked it: ‘What good do you do? What
are your effects? How much light and heat do you contain?’; it would answer: ‘I
do nothing, I just know that the light given to me by God is invested with the
Supreme Will, and I do whatever It wants. I extend wherever It wants, and I
produce the effects It wants; and while I do so much, I remain always nothing
and the Divine Will does everything in me.’ The same for all my other works -
all their glory is to remain in their nothingness in order to give the whole
field to my Will, to let It operate. Only man wanted to do without the Will of
his Creator, he wanted to make his nothingness operate, believing himself to be
good at something; and the All, feeling Himself placed after the nothing, went
out of man, who reduced himself from superior to all, to inferior to all.
Therefore, let your nothingness be always at the mercy of my Will,
if you want the unity of Its light to operate in you and call the purpose of
Creation back to new life.”
Volume 19, June 15, 1926
…I felt full of defects and totally bad; therefore, as blessed
Jesus came, I told Him: ‘Jesus, my life, have pity on me – look at how full of
defects I am, and how much badness there is in me.’ And He, all goodness and
tenderness, told me: “My daughter, do not fear, I am here, watching over you
and keeping your soul in custody, so that not even the slightest sin may enter
into your soul. And where you or others see defects and badness, I find none;
rather, I see that your ‘nothing’ feels the weight of the ‘All’. In fact,
the more I elevate you intimately to Me and I make known to you what the ‘All’
wants to do with your ‘nothing’, the more you feel your nothingness and, almost
frightened and crushed under the All, you would want escape from
manifesting and, even more, from writing on paper that which the ‘All’ wants to
make of this ‘nothing’ of yours. More so since, as much reluctance as you feel,
I always win and make you do what I want.
This happened also to my Celestial Mama, when She was told: ‘I
hail You, Mary, full of grace; You will conceive the Son of God.’ On
hearing this, She was frightened, She trembled, and said: ‘How can this
happen?’ But She ended up saying: ‘Fiat Mihi secundum verbum tuum.’ She felt
all the weight of the All over Her nothing and, naturally, She was frightened.
So, when I manifest to you what I want to do with you, and your nothing is
frightened, I see the fright of the Sovereign Queen being repeated; and
compassionating you, I lift your nothing, I strengthen it, that it may endure
sustaining the All. Therefore, do not be concerned about this, but rather,
think of letting the All operate in you.”
Volume 20, January 25, 1927
“How beautiful is the Kingdom of my Will – the nothing dissolved
in the All, and the All fused in the nothing; the lowliness of the creature
rising into the Divine height, and the Divine height descending into the depth
of the creature. They are two beings bound together, inseparable, transfused,
identified, such that it can barely be recognized that they are two lives
palpitating together. All the magnificence, the sanctity, the
sublimeness, the prodigies of the Kingdom of my Will, will be exactly this: the
faithful copy of the soul in God, and the copy of God, whole and beautiful, in
the soul. Therefore, the children of the Kingdom of the Divine Fiat will be
as many images of little Gods in my Kingdom.”
Lynne Bauer, JMJ, Aug. 8, 2014
Monday, April 15, 2019
"You are gods"
Jesus says, “You are gods.”
(Jn. 10:34) How is this possible?
At baptism, we become “partakers
of the divine nature,” (CCC 1265 or 2Pt.1:4) or as St. Athanasius states
that we are, “becoming by grace what God is by nature.” The Catechism
quotes St. Athanasius to explain this teaching, “For the Son of God became
man so that we might become God,” (460) and furthermore it explains, “The
only-begotten Son of God, wanting to make us sharers in his divinity, assumed
our nature, so that He, made man, might make men gods.” (CCC 460)
For most of us, the concept that “You are gods.” (Jn. 10:34) or that we are being “divinized” is difficult to grasp so let us first look at Jesus’
baptism when the Holy Spirit descends upon Jesus and the Heavenly Father says, “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well
pleased.” (Matt. 3:17) Likewise, the Holy Spirit also descends into our
souls at baptism, and we, too, become His sons and daughters as the Psalmist
states, “You are ‘gods’; you are all sons of The Most High.” (82:6)
The Heavenly Father’s words also apply to us as when St. Faustina hears
Him say, “You are My delightful
dwelling place; My Spirit rests in you.” (Diary 346)
Our Lady of the Divine Indwelling
St. Paul reminds us that we are temples
of God, “Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit
within you?” (1Cor.6:19) and “For this reason, those in whom the Spirit
dwells are divinized.” (CCC 1988) Divinization also means that the Holy
Spirit makes us, “a new creature.” (CCC 1265) However, it is not just
the Holy Spirit that dwells in our souls, but it is also the Holy Trinity.
The Catechism explains that baptism is the “entry into the life of the Most Holy Trinity,”
(1239) and we become “the indwelling
of His Presence in us” (2781).
Trinity
St. John Paul II enlightens us that “‘Divinization’…occurs through the
admission into the intimacy of the Trinitarian life”, (Novo Millennio
Ineunte no. 23) as when the Holy Trinity speaks in the soul of St. Faustina, “‘You are Our dwelling place.’
At that moment, I felt in my soul the presence of the Holy Trinity, the
Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. I felt that I was the temple of God. I
felt I was a child of the Father,” she said. (Diary 451)
St. Faustina says, “Divinize me
so that my deeds may have supernatural value,” (1242) but she remains a
meek and humble student of the indwelling Presence. She accepts to be molded
regardless of her sins and frailties. Jesus explains to St. Faustina what
He can do despite our faults and failings,
“Your heart is My constant dwelling place, despite the misery that you are.
I united Myself with you, to take away your misery and give you My
mercy.” (Diary 723) She learns to worship the Holy Trinity
within her soul so well that the Blessed Virgin Mary appears to her explaining
the divinization going on in her soul, “You are a dwelling place pleasing to
the living God; in you, He dwells continuously with love and delight. And the
living presence of God, which you experience in a more vivid and distinct way,
will confirm you, my daughter, in the things I have told you.” (Diary 785)
Divine Mercy and St Faustina
St. Faustina continues to plead with
God, “Divinize me that my deeds may be pleasing to You,” (Diary 1289) so
the Blessed Virgin Mary gives her instruction on how to live continually with
the indwelling Presence, “My daughter, strive after silence and humility, so
that Jesus, who dwells in your heart continuously, may be able to rest. Adore
Him in your heart; do not go out from your inmost being. My daughter, I
shall obtain for you the grace of an interior life which will be such that,
without ever leaving that interior life, you will be able to carry out all your
external duties with even greater care. Dwell with Him continuously in your
heart. He will be your strength. Communicate with creatures only in so far as
is necessary and is required by your duties.” (Diary 785)
Divinization is difficult to
understand due to the way we view ourselves, “we hold this treasure in
earthen vessels,” (2Cor.4:7) but Instrumentum Laboris instructs us
that the “Eucharist is the summit of the Church’s life, since communion with
the Lord leads to the sanctification and “divinization” of the person.” Similarly, to help St. Faustina comprehend,
Jesus tells her that as she sees Him outside so He is within, “I am dwelling in your heart as you see Me
in this chalice.” (1820) But, why is all this relevant or
important to us now? Because “The hour is coming when true
worshipers will worship the Father in Spirit and truth.” (John 4:23)
“Yes, the hour is coming very soon when there will be no
physical Church to worship in” (Pope Benedict XVI - Light of the World pgs.
16-17):
“This passage in chapter 4 of John’s
Gospel is the prophecy of a worship in which there will no longer be any
temple, but in which the faithful will pray without an external temple in the
fellowship of the Holy Spirit and the truth of the Gospel, in communion with
Christ; where what is needed is no longer a visible temple but rather the new
fellowship with the risen Lord. That always remains important, because it
signifies a major turning point in the history of religion as well.”
Inner Light – Source Unknown
Finally, believe and understand that
He wants to divinize us not by the “counterfeit divinization of eros,”
(Pope Benedict XVI, Deus Caritas Est no. 4) as when the serpent says, “you
will be like gods,” (Gen.3:5) but by being humble, intimate, and living
temples of God as when Jesus states, “We will come into him, and make Our
dwelling in him.” (Jn. 14:23) Therefore, in these turbulent times trust
and have confidence that His loving indwelling Presence is always with us day
and night to divinize us as Jesus tells St. Faustina, “You are my dwelling place and my constant repose. For your
sake I bless the earth.” (Diary 431)
ST FAUSTINA PRAY FOR US.
Friday, April 12, 2019
The Garment of the Divine Will
THE GARMENT OF THE
DIVINE WILL
(excerpts from The Book of Heaven)
June 12, 1899
“Jesus seemed to clothe my soul with the garment of Faith, of Hope and of Charity, and in the very act of
clothing me, Jesus whispered to me the way I was to exercise myself in these
three virtues.”
Nov. 21, 1899
“…our dear Queen Mama
came to my help, carrying a pure white garment in Her hands, and all
loving, She told me: “Daughter, do not fear; I Myself want to make up for you by clothing you with my innocence, so
that, in reflecting Himself in you, my Son may find the greatest delight that
can be found in a human creature.”
“So She clothed me
with that garment and She offered me to my dear Good, Jesus, telling Him:
“Accept her out of regard for me, O dear Son, and delight in her.”
June 20, 1900
“…humility produces a
garment of safety in the soul, in such a way that, wrapped in this garment of
safety, the soul remains in the most profound calm, embellishing all of herself
in order to be pleasing to her dearest and beloved Jesus.”
Oct. 31. 1900
I found the Queen Mama. As She saw me, She began to speak
about Justice, and how It is about to clash with all Its fury against the
people. She said many things about this, but I don’t have the words to express
them. In the meantime I could see the whole of heaven filled with points of
swords against the world. Then She added: “My daughter, you have disarmed
divine Justice many times, contenting yourself with receiving Its blows upon
yourself. Now that you see It at the summit of Its fury, do not lose heart, but
be courageous; with heart full of holy fortitude, enter into this Justice and
disarm It. Do not be afraid of the swords, of the fire, or of anything you may
encounter; in order to obtain the intent, if you see yourself wounded, beaten,
burned, rejected, do not draw back, but rather, let this be a spur for you to
move on. See, so that you may do this, I
Myself have come to your help by bringing you a garment; as your soul wears it,
you will acquire courage and fortitude so as to fear nothing.” Having said
this, from within Her mantle She pulled out a garment woven with gold, streaked
with various colors, and She clothed my
soul. Then She gave me Her Son, telling me: “And now, as a pledge of my
love, I place my dearest Son in your custody, that you may keep Him, love Him
and content Him in everything.
Try to act in my stead, so that, as He finds all His
contentment in you, the discontent that all the others give Him may not cause
Him too much pain.”
May 30, 1904
“…my Passion serves
as garment for man, which covers his greatest miseries, embellishes him and
gives back to him all the good of which he had deprived himself and had lost
because of sin. So I give it to you as gift, that you may use it for
yourself and for whomever you want.” On hearing this, a great fear came to me
in seeing the greatness of the gift, fearing that I might not be capable of
using this gift and therefore I might displease the Giver. So I said: ‘Lord, I
do not feel the strength to accept such a gift - I am too unworthy of such a
favor. It is better if You keep it, for You are everything and know everything,
and You know to whom it is necessary and appropriate to apply this garment so
precious and of immense value. But I, poor one, what can I know? And if it is
necessary to apply it to someone and I do not do it, what strict account would
You not ask of me?’ And Jesus: “Do not fear, for the Giver Himself will give
you the grace not to keep the gift He has given you as useless. Can you believe
that I would give you a gift to do you harm? Never.” I did not know what to
answer, but I remained frightened and suspended, intending to hear what lady
obedience thought about it. It is understood, however, that this garment wants to signify nothing other
than all that Our Lord operated, earned and suffered, in which the creature
finds the garment to cover her nakedness stripped of virtues, and riches with
which to enrich herself, beauties to render herself beautiful and to embellish
herself, and the remedy for all her evils.”
June 22, 1906
Continuing in my state of sufferings, ever increasing,
blessed Jesus came for a little, and showed me a garment, all adorned and
whole, without seam and opening, suspended above my person. While I was seeing
this, He told me: “My beloved, this
garment is similar to my garment, which I have communicated to you by having
shared with you the pains of my Passion, and by having chosen you as victim.
This garment covers and protects the world, and since it is whole, no one can
escape its protection. But the world, with its abuses, no longer deserves to be
covered by this garment, but to feel all the weight of the divine indignation.
So I am about to draw it to Myself, to be able to give vent to my justice,
which has been restrained for a long time by this garment.”
At that moment, it
seemed that the light I had seen in the past days was inside this garment, and
the Lord awaited both one and the other to absorb them into Himself.
Oct. 15, 1919
“…as the soul enters
into the Divine Volition, she strips herself of herself, and I clothe her of
Me, with royal garments; and these garments place on her the seal that she is
my daughter. My Kingdom, just as It is Mine, is hers; and defending Our rights,
she takes part in judging and in condemning others.”
Jan. 1, 1920
“My daughter, my
Will is wheel, and one who enters into It remains encircled inside, to the
point of not being able to find an opening to go out; and everything she does
remains fixed on the eternal point, and pours into the wheel of eternity. But do you know what the garments are of
the soul who lives in my Will? They are not of gold, but of most pure light;
and this garment of light will serve her as mirror to make all of Heaven see
how many acts she has done in my Will. In fact, in each act she has done in my
Will, she enclosed the whole of Me, and this garment will be adorned with many
mirrors, and in each mirror the whole of Me will appear. So, from whatever side
she will be looked at - from behind, from the front, to the right, to the left
- they will see Me, and multiplied for as many acts as she has done in my
Volition. A more beautiful garment I could not give her; it will be the
distinction of only the souls who live in my Will.”
Sept. 24, 1922
“My daughter, cover
Me and warm Me, for I am cold. See, the creature, by sin, had stripped herself
of all goods, and I wanted to form for her a more beautiful garment, weaving it
with my works, pearling it with my Blood, and adorning it with my wounds. But
what is not my sorrow in seeing this garment, so beautiful, being rejected, as
she contents herself with remaining naked? And I feel stripped in them, and I
feel their cold. Therefore clothe Me, for I need it.”
And I: ‘How can I clothe You? I have nothing.’ And He: “Indeed you can clothe Me - you
have my whole Will in your power. Absorb It into yourself and then put It out,
and you will make Me the most beautiful garment - a garment of Heaven, and
divine. Oh! how warmed I will be; and I will clothe you with the garment of my
Will, so that we may be clothed with one single uniform.”
Feb. 28, 1926
More so, since in
order to live in my Will, the soul is first stripped of the garments of the old
guilty Adam, and is clothed anew with the garments of the new and holy Adam. Her
garment is the light of the Supreme Will Itself, through which all Its divine
manners are communicated to her, which are noble and communicative to all. This
light makes her lose the human features and restores in her the physiognomy of
her Creator. What is the wonder, then, if you take part in all that the
Divine Will possesses, since one is the life and one the Will? Therefore, be
attentive. I recommend to you - be always faithful to Me, and your Jesus will
keep the pace of making you live always in my Will. I will be on guard, that
you may never go out of It.”
Feb. 26 1927
Therefore, operating in my Will is the greatest miracle, and
the fullness of all acts united together, and the triumph of the Divine act in
the human act, because my Will was as though sterile in the midst of creatures,
and It is now made happy by Its first daughter, in whom It sees Its many
newborns who will come to light. So, It will no longer live as a sterile mother
in the midst of the people, but as a mother fecund with many children. It used
to be a widow, because in creating the first man It espoused the human nature,
dowering it with the immense riches of Its Will, as the seal of the marriage It
formed with man. As he withdrew from It, It remained a widow for many
centuries; but now It has removed the mourning of Its widowhood, and marrying again, It has taken Its
garments of bride and has released Its dowries into the field, once again - and
the seal of the dowries are the knowledges about It, through which It offers
the gift of the riches It possesses. Therefore, my daughter, be attentive in
preserving your garments of bride, and in enjoying the dominions that my Will
has given you as dowry.”
Lynne Bauer, Dec.,
2018
Tuesday, April 2, 2019
The Food of the Divine Will
THE FOOD THE DIVINE
WILL
John
4:32 – “I have food to eat of which you
do not know.”
Book of Heaven,
Oct. 29, 1903
“My daughter, when I see the character of the purpose of
Creation impressed in the soul, feeling satisfied with her because I see so
well accomplished the work created by Me, I feel a duty - or rather, not a
duty”, He immediately added, “because in Me there are no duties, but my duty is
a more intense love to repay her, advancing for her part of the celestial
happiness - that is, manifesting to her intellect the knowledge of the
Divinity; attracting her with the food of eternal truths; amusing her sight with
my beauty, making the sweetness of my voice resound to her hearing; to her
mouth, my kisses; to her heart, my embraces and all my tendernesses. And this
corresponds to the purpose for which I created her, which is: to know Me, to
love Me, to serve Me.”
Book of Heaven,
April 14, 1904
“My daughter, if in addition to the food of love you give Me
the bread of your patience - because patient and suffering love is a more
solid, more nourishing and fortifying food, for if love is not patient, it can
be said that it is empty, light love and with no substance, and therefore it
can be said that the necessary materials in order to form the bread of patience
are lacking - …so, if you give Me this, I will give you the sweet bread of
grace.” And while saying this, He gave me to drink what was inside the chalice
he carried in His hand, which seemed sweet, like a sort of liqueur which I am
unable to distinguish
Book of Heaven,
Oct. 27, 1904
My Will is enough for you in everything. It would be a
chastisement if I put you out of the divine sphere and I caused the food of my
Will to be lacking to you, which I want you to cherish and esteem above
everything. Besides, it is necessary that you remain without suffering for some
time in order to form a little void for Justice, so that It may chastise the
people.”
Book of Heaven,
Oct. 9, 1921
I was thinking, in the act in which my sweet Jesus was having
the Last Supper with His disciples; and my lovable Jesus, in my interior, told
me: “My daughter, while I was having supper with my disciples, it was not only
them that I had around Me, but the whole human family. One by one, I had them
near Me, I knew them all, I called them by name. I also called you, I gave you
the place of honor between Me and John, and I constituted you little secretary
of my Will. And while I divided the lamb, in offering it to my Apostles, I gave
it to all and to each
one. That lamb, bled dry, roasted, cut to pieces, spoke of Me;
it was the symbol of my Life and of how I was to reduce Myself for love of all.
And I wanted to give it to all as delicious food, which represented my Passion,
because everything I did, said and suffered, my love converted into food for
man. But do you know why I called all and gave the lamb to all? Because I too
wanted food from them; each thing that they would do, I wanted to be food for
Me. I wanted the food of their love, of their works, of their words - of
everything.”
And I: ‘My Love, how can it be that our operating becomes food
for You?’ And Jesus: “It is not on bread alone that one can live, but on that
to which my Will gives the virtue of being able to make one live; and if bread
nourishes man, it is because I want it so. Now, whatever the creature, with her
will, disposes to make of her operating – that is the form it assumes. If with
her operating she wants to form food for Me, she forms food for Me; if love,
she gives Me love; if reparation, she forms for Me reparation. And if in her
will she wants to offend Me, she makes of her operating the knife to wound Me,
and maybe even to kill Me.”
Book of Heaven,
Nov. 24, 1923
Do you see, then, with what food this most loving Mother
nourishes Her children? It cost Her all Her life, unheard-of pains, the very
Life of Her Son, to form within Herself the abundant deposit of this food of my
Will, and to keep It ready to nourish all Her children as tender and loving
Mother. She could not love Her children more; by giving them this food, Her
love had reached the ultimate degree. Therefore, among the many titles that She
has, the most beautiful title that could be given to Her is that of ‘Mother and
Queen of the Divine Will’.
Now, my daughter, if my Mama did this for the work of
Redemption, so must you for the work of the Fiat Voluntas Tua. Your will must
have no life in you; and making all the acts of my Will for each creature your
own, you will deposit them within yourself; and while repaying my Will in the
name of all, you will form within yourself all the necessary food to nourish
all generations with the food of my Will. Each saying, each effect, each
additional knowledge about It, will be one more taste which that they will find
in this food, in such a way that they will eat it with avidity. Everything I
tell you about my Volition will serve to whet their appetite and so that they
may take no other food, at the cost of any sacrifice. If a food were said to be
good, to restore one’s strengths, to heal the sick, to contain all tastes; and
even more, to give life, to embellish and make one happy – who would not make
any sacrifice in order to take this food? So it will be for my Will. In order
to make It loved and desired, knowledge is necessary. Therefore, be attentive -
receive within yourself this deposit of my Will, so that, as a second Mother,
you may prepare the food for our children. In doing so, you will imitate my
Mama. It will cost you much as well, but in the face of my Will any sacrifice
will seem nothing to you. Do it as a little one, never descend from my arms,
and I will continue to narrate to you the story of my Will.”
Book of Heaven,
Aug. 9, 1924
And just as the fishes are hidden, disappeared inside the sea,
mute, yet they form the glory of the sea and serve as food for man, so do these
souls seem disappeared inside the divine sea, mute, yet they form the greatest
glory of Creation, and are the primary cause for my letting descend upon earth
the delicious food of my Will and of my grace.
Book of Heaven,
Oct. 17, 1925
Now, since the Eternal Wisdom has established that the soul
too should have food, she was assigned the Supreme Will as delicious food. So,
one who takes this food is strong in doing good; she is as though soaked with
love for her God. This food increases the divine blood in order to form the
growth of the Life of God within her. Like sun, it is reflected in her
intelligence, to make her know her Creator and be formed in His likeness. It
puts liveliness in the whole soul, in order to put all virtues in force, and it
pushes her to new works and to sacrifices unheard-of. The food of my Will gives
itself in every instant, at each breath, at night, during the day, in each
thing, and as many times as one wants; nor is there any danger, as with
corporal food, that in taking too much of it, it may do harm and even produce
illnesses - no, no; rather, the more one takes of it, the more it fortifies and
raises the soul to the likeness of her Creator. One can remain with one’s mouth
always opened, in the act of taking this celestial food. All the opposite for
one who does not take this food of my Will. For one who does not take it at
all, it can be said that she disposes herself to die eternally. As for one who
seldom feeds herself, she is weak and inconstant in good, she is cold in love,
she is lacking in divine blood, in such a way that the Divine Life grows as
though anemic within her. The light of her intelligence is so dim, that she
knows little or nothing of her Creator; and not knowing Him, His likeness is so
far away from her, for as much as she is far away from the food of His Will.
She is without liveliness in doing good, because she does not have sufficient
food; and now patience escapes her, now charity, now detachment from
everything; so, the poor virtues live as though strangled, without enough food
of my Will. Ah! if one could see a soul without this celestial food, one would
weep over her, so many are the miseries and the rubbish with which she is
covered. However, there is more for one to compassionate if one sees a creature
starved of corporal food, because many times she lacks the means in order to
buy it; but the food of my Will is given out for free, therefore one who does
not take it deserves condemnation; and the condemnation is formed by herself,
because she has rejected the food which gave her life.
Then, afterwards, I heard that various people had suffered
contrasts, humiliations and other things; and my sweet Jesus resumed His
speaking: “My daughter, just as the body contains bad blood which infects the
good one, and it is necessary to apply vesicants, leeches, bloodlettings, in
order to draw out the bad blood, otherwise one is in danger of remaining
paralyzed for the rest of one’s life; in the same way, the soul who lacks the
continuous food of my Will, contains many bad humors, and it is necessary to
apply the vesicants of humiliations, in order to draw out the bad humor of
self-esteem; the bites of leeches, in order to extract the infected humor of
the vainglory of one’s own self; immediate bloodlettings, to block and draw out
the bad blood of the little attachments which she keeps forming in her heart
toward the people whom she approaches in doing good. Otherwise, those humors
would grow so much as to infect everything she does, in such a way as to remain
paralyzed in good for the rest of her life. Punctures always do good; they are
the sentries of the heart which maintain the blood pure – that is, the
intention of the soul upright in doing good. Therefore, if all did good only in
order to fulfill my Will, punctures would not be necessary, because my Will is
the safeguard against all bad humors. So, punctures are also the penalties for
those who do not take enough food of my Will.”
Book of Heaven,
Nov. 22, 1925
And this is why I feed you the food of Its knowledges – to
make you grow in a divine manner and with Its perfect likeness. And it is for
this reason that my Will wants you always with Itself, wherever It operates –
that It may give you the act of Its operating, the value which the operating of
a Divine Will contains; and you may receive it.”
Book of Heaven,
Nov. 2, 1926
“My daughter, my Redemption came as remedy for man, and
therefore It serves as remedy, as medicine, as food, for the sick, for the
blind, for the mute, and for all kinds of sicknesses. And because they are
sick, they do not enjoy nor receive all the strength It contains - all the
remedies which I came to bring them for their good. The Eucharistic Sacrament
which I left as food in order to give perfect health - many eat It over and
over again, but they remain always sick. Poor food of my very Life, hidden
under the veils of the accidents of the bread – how many corrupted palates, how
many indigestible stomachs, that prevent man from enjoying the taste of my
food, and digesting all the strength of my Sacramental Life. So they remain
sick; and because they are limbs feverish in evil, they take it with no
appetite. This is why I long so much for the coming of the Kingdom of the
Supreme Fiat – because then, everything I did in coming upon earth will serve
as food for those who will enjoy perfect health. What is not the difference
between a sick person who takes the same food, and another who enjoys perfect
health? The sick one takes it without appetite, without taste, and uses it to
sustain himself and not to die. The healthy one takes it with appetite, and
because he enjoys it, he takes more, and maintains himself strong and healthy.
So, what will not be my contentment in seeing that in the Kingdom of my Will
everything I did will no longer serve as food for the sick, but as food for the
children of my Kingdom, who will be all full of vigor and in perfect health?
Even more, by possessing my Will, they will possess my Life, permanently
present within them, just as the Blessed in Heaven possess It. Therefore, my
Will will be the veil that will hide my Life in them. The Blessed possess Me within themselves as
their own life, because true happiness has its origin inside the soul, and so
the happiness which they receive continuously by the Divinity holds hands and
exchanges the kiss with the happiness which they possess inside. This is why
they are fully happy. In the same way, the soul who possesses my Will will have
my perennial Life within her, which will serve her as continuous food – not
once a day, like the food of my Sacramental Life. In fact, my Will will make a
greater display, and will not be content with giving Itself once a day; rather,
It will give Itself continuously, because It knows that these have pure palates
and strong stomachs to be able to enjoy and digest, in every moment, the
strength, the light, the Divine Life and the Sacraments. My Sacramental Life
will serve as food, as delight, as new happiness for the Life of the Supreme
Fiat which they will possess. The Kingdom of my Will will be the true echo of
the Celestial Fatherland, in which, while the Blessed possess their God as
their own life, they receive Him into themselves also from the outside.
Therefore, inside and outside of themselves, they possess Divine Life, and they
receive Divine Life. What will not be my happiness in giving Myself
sacramentally to the children of the eternal Fiat, and in finding my own Life
in them? Only then will my Sacramental Life have Its complete fruit; and as the
species are consumed, I will no longer have the sorrow of leaving my children
without the food of my continuous Life, because my Will, more than sacramental
accidents, will maintain Its Divine Life always with Its full possession. In
the Kingdom of my Will there will be neither foods nor communions that are
interrupted – but perennial; and everything I did in Redemption will no longer
serve as remedy, but as delight, as joy, as happiness, and as beauty ever
growing. Therefore, the triumph of the Supreme Fiat will give complete fruit to
the Kingdom of Redemption.”
Book of Heaven,
March 30, 1931
“My daughter, in creating man, Our Divinity issued from
Ourselves Sanctity, Love, Goodness, Beauty, and so forth, which were to serve
man to make himself holy, good, beautiful, and to give Us love for love. Now,
Our divine goods have not been taken completely by him, and so they are waiting
for one who would take them. Therefore, come into Our goods, come to take the
crumbs of Sanctity, of Love, of Goodness, the crumbs of Beauty, of Strength. I
say crumbs in comparison with those which you will leave out, because Our goods
are immense, and what the creature can take can be called crumbs compared to
what she leaves out; but, for her, they fill her so much as to overflow
outside. Only then is Our Love content - when It sees the creature loved in Our
goods, filled to the brim. Now, these crumbs form many different foods, one
more beautiful than the other, which she takes from Our celestial table, and
she nourishes herself abundantly from these divine foods; and since one gives
of that food which one takes, so, in giving Us her acts - of one who has
nourished herself of these divine crumbs which give of sanctity, of beauty, of
strength, of love, and has filled herself with such beauty, We immediately
recognize that it is food of Our crumbs that she gives Us in her acts, and –
oh! how content We remain, that the creature gives Us her acts that give of
what is divine; We feel Our fragrances, We touch Our Sanctity and Goodness, and
feel requited for the crumbs We gave her.”
Book of Heaven,
July 9, 1932
My little daughter of my Volition, courage, do not batter
yourself, the divine life formed and fed by my Volition cannot die, and if you
feel hunger, it is rather that you do not always hear my speaking on the other
wonders and novelties that my Will possesses. This interrupted speaking of mine
makes you feel the hunger always new for the food that He possesses. But this
prepares you to receive the new food of his knowledges in order to make you
grow and be fed only of Divine Volition, neither would you submit to take other
food, you would shun it and would content yourself with dying of hunger,
because one who has tasted him so many times doesn’t know how to adapt to take
other foods. But this hunger is also a fortune, because it can serve you as
access into the Celestial Country, and you should know that the only food of
these divine regions is the new act not ever interrupted of my Divine Will.
This food that possesses all tastes, all delights, is the daily food and of all
instants in the Celestial Jerusalem. And then feeling hunger says life, not
death, therefore wait with unconquered patience (for) the food of my Will,
which will re-make you anew from the hunger suffered, with such abundance that
you won’t be capable of taking it all.”
Book of Heaven,
Feb. 10, 1932
“You should know that the creature, with elevating herself in
our Divine Will leaves everything and reduces herself in her nothing. This
nothing recognizes her Creator, and the Creator recognizes the nothing that
went forth to the light, not the nothing encumbered with things that don’t
pertain to Him, no, and finding nothing he fills her with the All. Behold what
it means to live in my Will: to empty oneself of all and lightly, lightly fly
into the bosom of the Celestial Father in order to make this nothing receive
the life of He who created her. Beyond this our Will is our life and our food,
and since we have no need of material foods, therefore He gives us the food of
his holy works. And since the creature is one of our works, we want to find in
her our Will as life, so that not only she but all her works serve us (for)
food and we for exchange give her our food. This feeding each other with the
same foods forms the agreement between God and the creature. This agreement
produces peace, communication of goods, inseparability; it seems that the
divine breath/[fiato] breathes in the creature and that of hers in God, that
they unite so much as to feel as if the breath/[fiato] of the one (is) as if it
might be one alone with the other. Hence agreement of Will, agreement of love,
of works happen. We feel that breath/[fiato] that we put forth in the Creation
of man, that he broke with doing his will, is reborn anew in the creature; our
Will holds the virtue and office to regenerate in her that which she has lost
with sin and to reorder her as she went forth from our creative hands.”
Book of Heaven,
June 15, 1933
My poor mind is always occupied by the Divine Fiat, that not
only wants to make himself life, but also food, because life is not enough
without having something to satisfy the hunger, one would die of hunger. Behold
therefore often, very often, he gives me the delicious and celestial food of
some other truths that require the Divine Volition, so that he not only feeds
me, but he raises this life of his in me, and oh, how many times I feel the
need that blessed Jesus says something to me that regards his Volition, because
I feel myself die of hunger and my amiable Jesus, because He himself wants and
gives me this hunger, in visiting my little soul he said to me:
“My daughter, your desire of being fed by my nourishing word,
it wounds my heart, and I wounded, race forth from you, in order to give you my
divine food that I alone can give you. My word is life and forms in you Divine
life, it is light and illuminates you, and the illuminative virtue remains in
you that always gives you light, it is fire that makes the heat arise in you,
it is food and feeds you.
The sea of the Divine Volition continues to inundate me, and I
being incapable and unable at everything, it seems that he is delighted as to a
tiny little one to feed me with his hands, more than maternal, the food of his
Fiat, and teaching me word by word, syllable by syllable, the first vowels, of
the science of the Divine Will and when it seems that in some way I have understood
him, oh! how he makes festive, because he feels the whole certainty of forming
a soul all of Divine Will. And I in seeing his maternal cares, how content I am
of it and I thank him from the heart.
Book of Heaven,
May 10, 1937
“My little daughter of my Volition, every truth that I
manifest to you on my Fiat is a growth that you make of Him, it is one mouthful
more, that serves in order to fortify you, warm you and conform you all the
more in Him, it is one sip more that you drink from the immense sea of my Will,
it is one Divine property more that you acquire. Now you must know, that every
act more that you do in Him, we prepare before you our Celestial table, and if
you love, he feeds you our love, if you pass to understand us, he feeds you our
Wisdom, and oh how many beautiful news and knowledges he gives you of your
Creator, so that your God becomes your choice food, therefore in all that which
you do, now he feeds you with our Power, now with our Goodness, now with our
sweetness, now with our fortitude, light and our mercy. Hence the human
littleness, with living in our Eternal Volition absorbs us sip by sip, mouthful
by mouthful, because being little, also for how much it is possible for a creature
to take all together that which she must take of our Divine Being, more so that
this serves to delight each other, we to give, and she to receive, we to give
of ours, and she to give us her littleness, we to work her as we want, and she
who lends herself to let us work; it is the exchange on both parts, the
harmonizing ourselves to each other, the speaking to each other, that forms our
most beautiful works and we develop the life of our Will in the creature,
without doing anything, she does nothing. Therefore, it is necessary to work,
to speak, to make ourselves understood, to work, in order to make beautiful
statues, the repeaters of our life. “Hence when we find one who wants to listen
to us, to give themselves to us, in order to receive, we don’t spare anything,
of that [which] we are able and know how to do for creatures. Now my daughter,
when the creature is fed with our Fiat, even to not knowing other food, and
having formed the chain of her acts, all sealed by the characteristics of
divine virtues, God remains imprisoned in his divine virtues in the creature,
and then, if she loves it is God that makes display of the power of his love,
of his goodness, sanctity, et cetera, in the acts of the creature, so that the
power is such that goes forth through means of these acts that God does in the
creature, that it invests Heaven and earth, flutters over all souls and with
his powerful love, invests them, sweeps them away, makes her give the kiss of
the Divine Volition in a way that the human family will feel his power, his
love, that wants to reign. “More so, that the hidden God gives them this right,
through means of a creature that belongs to their human race. Rights that they
cannot refuse to acknowledge, unless some perfidious, but my power will know
(how) to knock down and conquer. Whence leave me to complete the work of my
Will in you, do not oppose in anything, and you and I will be content to see
him reign in the other creatures.”
Lynne
Bauer, Apr. 2, 2019
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