Yesterday (Sunday,
March 11, 2012) during Adoration before Mass, I was reading the Second
Reading by St. Augustine in my Liturgy of the Hours about the Samaritan woman
drawing water from the well and Jesus saying to her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that is saying to
you, 'Give me a drink...’ I looked up at the Blessed
Sacrament and felt tremendous love and felt myself being drawn towards Jesus. I
began to feel obsessed with giving Jesus a drink of water and thought about
what that water represented. It is impossible for me to explain in words what
transpired in my heart and soul, but this overwhelming feeling stayed with me
during the entire Mass and all day. Even today (Monday) I am still thinking about Jesus'
words — and believe that the water represented an outpouring of the Holy Spirit
and the coming of God's Kingdom.
During Mass was thinking to myself that perhaps Jesus, as He
usually does, would confirm to me my thoughts. They read the First and Second
Readings and the Gospel, but no words about water. While following in the
Missal during the Gospel reading, I happened to look over to the facing page
for next Sundays Reading — it was about Moses striking the rock to bring forth
water for the Israelites in the desert after they had been complaining. This brought light to what I had
been contemplating during Adoration.
After Mass,
we went to breakfast with friends of ours, and one of them told me about a
dream she had the night before and asked me if knew what it meant. She told me
she dreamt she and her husband were in China and there was of a very large
river of water where many, many people were floating. She said the people were
not only Chinese, but of many different races —just floating alive down this
river. I asked her if the water was rough and if it was dark in color, and she
told me it wasn't. (l asked this because of a vision I was given many years ago (with my
eyes), I saw a large body of water, very calm with little ripples, and felt
very much at peace upon looking at it. I remember it made me smile. Then
suddenly the water turned very dark and a large dark figure came up from the
center of the water which was very frightening, and I shut my eyes and it
disappeared.)
As continue to contemplate about what I experienced
yesterday and what my friend told me about her dream, feel that this water
represents an outpouring of the Holy Spirit, and our giving Jesus a drink (our
wills) in exchange for the “Gift of God” – His Divine Will. LB
Updated on Dec. 15, 2016 – during Adoration of the
Blessed Sacrament while reading Vol. 31, Nov. 27, 1932: “Therefore there is great difference between
one who works in my Will, and between one who works without Him. The first one
is (the) source of which the font can be boasted of that its water never
finishes, and that it can give water to
whom it wants without ever drying out; the second is the font that doesn’t
rise up and is dried up. The first one is fertile earth and its meadows always
bloom, the second is sterile earth that hardly produces some wild plant. The
first one holds the Sun at her disposition, which makes them drink large sips
of light, of sweetness, of sanctity, of unconquered patience, of heroism, of
sacrifices. The second holds the night that gives sips in order to maintain her
passions, to weaken her and to make her lose the sight of Heaven. The
difference between the one and the other one is great. Therefore, be attentive and make that my Divine Will consumes you and
transforms you all in his light.”
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